Today we are going to talk about my past and I want you to remeber its a little dark

So it started out when I was about 10

I was a bad kid I was angry all the time and I started as many fights as I could.

I was very abusive and got beat up a lot and I should have learned but I did not.

I started beating up my younger brother and I liked it.

I wanted to keep going until someone stopped me

I got into fights at school in the locker room and I would get written up.

I would hit my dad and I got a domestic battery charge and got put on two years of probation.

I wanted to kill my older brother not hit my dad. My brother held me a gunpoint and threatened to shoot me in the eye. it was a airsoft gun so it would have blinded me.

I was given an option go to a residental for sexual and aggression charges or go to jail. I chose residential cause I did not want to serve time behind bars.

I sometimes regret going to Nexus Family Healing Center a lot of staff were very abusive and thought of as monsters. They would try to control us just because they had the power to and would punish us when we did not listen. We were served half expired food and when dcfs came they would hide everything they did wrong.

Whenever the supervisors where there they acted all perfect but when they would leave they would start yelling at us cussing at us and blameing us. They would use our wrongs against us. Its no wonder kids went to jail just cause they wanted away from the abuse. I am happy I am now in chicago living my best life.